Well, I understand that B posts arent the actual exciting ones, nevertheless they're very important for me. I guess if I don't have the luck of my life you won't be able to read any A posts the next time because I have easter holidays. First time in my life I hate holidays. However, I still have a rest of hope that I'll randomly meet him. That would be so great, and unfortunately too great for my standards.
Let's get back to topic, I have a few options. I already have some kind of plan on how to get in touch with him.
1. make him notice I actually exist [x]
2. smile at him [x]
3. get a smile back []
4. say hello []
5. get a hello back []
6. say hello to each other on a regular basis []
7. see whatever is going to happen next []
the seventh one could aswell be 'start a conversation with him' or 'ask him whether he would want to drink a coffee', but; let's face the truth: that's totally off my capabilities. Actually I should just try to, I mean the worst case scenario is a 'No'. Of course, I'd feel totally destroyed and this would be so awkward and embarassing. I just shouldn't care about this, but either way it would just ruin my self esteem. I guess firstly I'll just see what's happening and if he won't make the next step I'll force myself to. Well, who's guaranteeing me that step 3 to 6 work?
xoxo
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